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What the hell is wrong with me ? i am 15 and very **** up. i have strong feeling for 2 girls at my school and i am too shy to say anything to them. when i have talked to them i always say only 1 or two thing to them like if they ask me a somethink i get all shy and can not look them in the eye and answer as brief as i can. then later on when i'm alone i get all angy at myself and think about cutting myself sometimes i do. ( i am not a crazy cutter on myself just somethink to do to get my rage out on myself )
i get angy at small things all the time but just hold it in till it all just exploded and i can not clam down. if someone proves me wrong i can not stand it and get angy but i can clam down if that happens. also i hate, I HATE BEING WRONG.
i have a very strong sex drive. like i will get turned on by rape or women gagging on cocks and i when i am no longer turned on i hate my self for whaching stuff like that. even blood can sometimes turn me on. i may be bi as well as sometimes when i am whaching porn and see a big cock i think "i would love to suck off that" and the idea of sleeping with a sexy tranny turns me on when i am very horny. it sounds all messed up. it may have someing to do with my guyhood when i was younger when a teenage girl did things to me.( i will not talk about that )
i act like a goody two shoes in front of my family and when i say i going out to play it means "stir **** up" i do not talk to any family as i do not like them i would rather let my fat mother die than my dog. when they say they are going out for some shopping and are gone for about six hours i think they are dead and some part of me is happy when the other part of me does not give a ****.
i laruf a lot after i get angy. i am extemliy parionrd about every thing for e.g i thing some one i know going to read this and tell every one i know. i lie but only to make things better for me or for people i care about. i denie anything i say that might lead to people thinging differnty about me. i belive that i lead a double life sometimes and i do things that i can not remember.
i think about things alot like i may just sit there doing nothink for about hafl an hour and just think about stuff. like killing someone does not have to be a bad thing that people should not be scar if they have killed anyone or change the way they are as long as the kill was for a good cause. people should not fear killers as they are still people and people should not be scared of other people.
my friend is a bit like me but not as ex-strem as me but i do not talk to him about this apart from sex and stuff like that.
there are many other things i would like to talk about but i feel like i am dragging on. | Sounds like you are teen that hasn't figured out himself yet with some anger management challenges.
Find yourself some professional help, you aren't alone unless you want to be. | This is a question for gay men? i believe this new sexual orientation is new for this group of people and its growing. it was three years ago and by accident i clicked tranny porn. i liked everything about, including the cock. before that i did not think about that. also i am not attracted to men in any way. i do know that a mtf that is attracted to men were probably one of the biggest flamers and most masculine gay men hated them i guess for acting like sugar, spice and everything nice. but if they transform to a passable woman at a early age with a big breast, ***, waist, and nice legs and a sweet feminine composure. i would not give a rats *** and would date her. i know this cannot be the traditional kind of bisexuality. this is something different. all this fantasy came form porn and i want to **** a pre op ***** just to try something new and taboo. AS A REMAINDER. I DO NOT LIKE MEN OR THE STUFF THAT IS ATTACHED TO THEM. JUST ON A TRANNY. i also of course love born females. ain't this **** crazy. | | Troll?? | GOT A QUESTION FOR gay men.? i believe this new sexual orientation is new for this group of people and its growing. it was three years ago and by accident i clicked tranny porn. i liked everything about, including the cock. before that i did not think about that. also i am not attracted to men in any way. i do know that a mtf that is attracted to men were probably one of the biggest flamers and most masculine gay men hated them i guess for acting like sugar, spice and everything nice. but if they transform to a passable woman at a early age with a big breast, ***, waist, and nice legs and a sweet feminine composure. i would not give a rats *** and would date her. i know this cannot be the traditional kind of bisexuality. this is something different. all this fantasy came form porn and i want to **** a pre op ***** just to try something new and taboo. AS A REMAINDER. I DO NOT LIKE MEN OR THE STUFF THAT IS ATTACHED TO THEM. JUST ON A TRANNY. i also of course love born females. ain't this **** crazy. | | facepalm |
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